Posts Tagged ‘ayahuasca integration’
What I Asked For, and What I Was Shown
Before both of my Peru retreats, I wrote about what I hoped to explore and what I wanted to heal. I hadn’t really thought about comparing the two years until recently, but when I went back and read what I wrote before my first retreat in 2025 and then what I wrote before going back…
Read MoreSeptember 13 — It’s Safe for Me to Love
Sunday Morning in Lima I woke up early Sunday morning in my apartment in Barranco, and I was still very much in that strange space between the retreat and regular life. I had some coca tea, yogurt and water, dealt with more laundry, checked my email, and was generally trying to get myself situated. Having…
Read MoreSeptember 9 — Into the Jungle
Wednesday was our day off from ceremony, which felt really needed after how intense Tuesday night had been. I woke up still thinking about everything that had happened and still trying to understand what part of my reaction was about what had actually happened in the room and what part was about me, my own…
Read MoreSeptember 8 — Anger, Judgment and a Sky Full of Stars
I don’t know how much I slept Monday night, but Tuesday morning I got up, took a shower, and made it to breakfast by 8. Breakfast, Integration and an Incredible Massage The meals we are eating are very clean and satisfying. I had eggs, fruit, some oatmeal and lemongrass tea. I’m pleasantly surprised by how…
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