September 15 — Coming Home

Aerial view of Lima, Peru and the Pacific coastline from an airplane

Last Morning in Lima I woke up at 6 because I had set my alarm for 6, and for a little while I had this very disorienting moment where my phone said it was 6:38 but the clock in the apartment said 8:08, and my taxi was supposed to come at 8:30. I knew logically…

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September 13 — It’s Safe for Me to Love

Orange sunset over the Pacific Ocean and apartment buildings in Lima, Peru

Sunday Morning in Lima I woke up early Sunday morning in my apartment in Barranco, and I was still very much in that strange space between the retreat and regular life. I had some coca tea, yogurt and water, dealt with more laundry, checked my email, and was generally trying to get myself situated. Having…

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September 12 — Leaving the Jungle and Landing Back in the World

Leaving Blue Morpho It was really strange waking up knowing that we were leaving Blue Morpho. Somehow, in the space of five days, the retreat had become my whole reality. There was the maloca, the jungle, the lake, the paths between everything, the sounds at night, the meals, the ceremonies, the same group of people…

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September 3 — Walking with the ocean in Lima

Wide view of Lima's coastline on a hazy day: a curving gray beach, coastal highway, tall eroded cliffs, and high-rise buildings with a construction crane

The Symphony of Lima, the Beauty Way, and My Late-Night Insecurities I’m sitting out on my little 5th floor balcony this morning having my tea. I’m surrendering to the sound healing of a Lima morning. It’s SO lifey. There’s so much noise, but it’s like a symphony. Cars are driving by, so many motorbikes, people…

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September 2 — Getting Lost and Finding My Way in Lima

Cup of tea with a small blue sand timer on the table at Ché Chá in Miraflores

Sept. 2 — I slept until about 9 a.m. this morning, which meant I got around eight hours of sleep. I really needed it. I think I had been awake for close to 40 hours between getting ready to leave, traveling all day, and arriving in Lima so late last night. I woke up feeling…

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September 1 — The Journey Back to Peru

Abby Kojola waiting at SFO before flying to Peru

Sept. 1 — Today was a full travel day! My first flight left SFO at 7:13 a.m. I set my alarm for 3 a.m. so that I could be ready to leave for the airport at 4 a.m. I worked until 1:30 a.m. and then lay in my bed for 90 minutes waiting for my…

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